20//Struggles

"Get real. Share something you're struggling with right now."
Alright...I wasn't going to post because it's been a long day and, well, I just didn't feel like it. Alas, here I am, though. I'm not "getting real," though. I'm being honest, but not bottom of my heart, keeping me up at night, kind of struggles.
I am struggling with cooking/baking/feeding myself and husband.
It's just not happening.
I'm slightly ashamed of how much take-out we've been eating lately...and it's 110% my fault.
The funny thing is...as horrible as I'm eating...I've only gained 5 pounds this pregnancy thus far [1/2 way through]. It's that stupid rationale that keeps me going continuing to eat stupid.
I haven't grocery shopped [besides staples like bread and milk, basically] since April 30th. That pains me to type. I have no idea how my poor husband is even still alive.
Every day I swear I'm going to sit down at the computer, fire up Pinterest, make a meal plan and massive grocery list [which is going to kill my bank account if when I finally hit the store]! It just hasn't happened. How horrible is that?! 
Tomorrow. [How many times have I said that this month? Roughly 20...]
Tips? How do I get my ambition back? I'm not sure if I can blame it on pregnancy or Lincoln. It's just plain laziness on my part...plain and simple.
Help a pregnant Momma out!!
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It's hard to feel too bad about any struggles right now, though because this afternoon we found out the gender of baby #2!
Pictures to come!